heylo.. here we go again! ive been blogging often ever since im stuck at home studying.. cant help it man.. the stupid comp is in front of my face all the time.. sighh hahaa and ive been online for 2 whole days already.... oh man... im kinda done with the metabolism chapter already (eventhough there are frequent interruptions by certain peeps who kept on calling me and asking me which chapter im at...haha and also after the kidnapping session by my dearest harvey and chandra, who refused to leave me alone and told me that they were in front of my house already when they were actually 15 minutes away.... idiot peeps! haha)

im currently moving on to the chapter on biochemistry on cell membrane and signal transduction arghh i reallie hate chemistry man.. and i totally cant do well in it cos i just cant see the point.. sighh this sucks big time....

anyway had lunch at chilli's today (harvey insisted that he paid but felt reallie bad and paid him abt half of what i ordered..thanks vy!!) the food was as usual, HEAVY and FILLINg.. sigh so feel reallie drowsy now...YAWN stupid harvey, always go to chillli's.. its bloody expensive la.. and im not suppose to spend any money at all today.. IDIOT! hahaa anyway had quite a fun and relaxing time at lunch.. bitching abt pple and talking nonsense aahaa.. thanks for the company guys!....

i reallie wanna get it over and done with!!! cant wait till tom man.. then ill be FREE at last.. well not reallie la... got the stupid lab test on friday.. but its on friday.. so still a long time more hahaa... yayyyyy and ill be goin to malaysia on monday... so excitingggg and spore on wednesday!!! cant waaaaiiiitttttttttt heeee but bad news!! the stupid service apartment is FULLY bOOKED cos of the stupid conference thingey.. so im crossing my finger on my backup plan, which is to stay at phoenix hotel... managed to book it already but still got no confirmation *praying hard* hopefully ill get the place, if not i think ill just sleep on orchard road or maybe the airport.. sighhh

ok ok enough rattling.. better get back to studying *sigh* i hate studying!

im OUT!

its 930 am in the morning and im half dead already....sighh just manage to get glycolysis, HMP shunt and glycolysis in erythrocytes in my small little tiny brain... and i can feel my brain cells shoutink NO MORE sighh..so finally moving on to kreb's cycle now.. sighh why do i have so many things to learn.. sighhhh....

chan called earlier and told me that if i dont hand in my biochem lab report tom, i wont be able to do the test.. GREAT another work to do, like im not busy enough like that.. sighh so gotta open the comp and do the stupid report so that i could go do my test tom.. it would be stupid if i study everything and cant do the test tom cos of stupid lab report.. sighh.. this is so great... im having the best day of my life (ya rite?) anwyay harvey called half an hour later, askin me out for lunch later.. and he added that he hasnt study a single thing and asked me to summarize and teach him.. hahaha easy for him to say.. he doesnt know that im SCREWED big time too haha.... anyway shall just depend myself on aloi tom.. so ALOI! better study hard hahaha.. jennifer patra the fat girl is busy studying at home and refused harvey attempt to get her to not study ahhaa.. i think everyone is simply stress today.... but above all that, there is something to look forward to at the end of the day... we are going DUFAN on wed!!!! wheeee so exciting.. ermm DUFAN is a theme park in jakarta.. i think its worse than ESCAPE in spore but not sure yet... but who the hell cares man!! as long as we are goin to have lotsa fun and lotsa throwing up to dooo hahaa

ok ok better go and study so that i will be LESS screwed for the test tom....

im OUT!

ok.. im officially screwed for the biochem test on tues.. argghh how how how how.. ok i know its too late for me to realized now.. but i cant help ittttttt aargghhhhh

cant believe this man.. i got so many chapters to learn and i havent got a clue abt anything.. die die die...

then again.. i never change!haha im such a bloody last min person.. cant stand ittt.. ok ok next semester resolutions would be to study everyday and pay attention everytime and to not die for tests by studying MUCH MUCH EARLIER!... die die die... totally dead! (but then again.. i think that was my last semester resolution.. whopps.. what the heck!)

im OUT!

ps:cant wait to go back to sporee.. wheee... i love sunny spore... sunnysunny and polution-free hahaha FREEE at lastttt wheeee

im backk!!

im bacckk!!! hahhaa i have decided to blog AGAIN.. hopefully it will be regularly yeah.. anwyay.. just got the sudden urge to blog.. dont know why.. maybe cos i miss blogging and miss tagging.. haha so i decided to kinda tag everyone!... how boliauw right?..whoppss.. ALMOST everyone... sorry to the peeps whose blog i never tag.... maybe i got a little too excited and decided to blog myself.. hee

anyway.. life's been boring. if yu guys are wondering.. whats new eh? and i realised that nobody reallie read my blog anymore so most prob ill just be talking to myself hahaaa

got stupid biochem exam on tues and i havent study a bloody single thing... stupid yulinda know the whole lippincott already... im so so so screwed.. and what am i doin now?/ BLOGGING hahaa i think im such a bloody slacker and i willl never ever change *big sigh*

i miss being with someone!!!! helpp!!!!!

ok that was weird.. im being weird and i think im weirder than i used to be.. what am i talking abt.. hahahaa anybody free to be my date or to be with me?? heeee im reallie reallie a nice person to be with peepss.. ok ok that is such a lousy pick up line.. *bah*

anyway ill be back in sunny spore on the 15thhh!!! wheeeeee super duper cant wait man.... my indo friend would be coming along.. and i bet she cant wait to shop for nuts!! GOSH! and i totally forgot that its great spore SALE time now.. GREAT!hahaha poor me man.. but anyway she will only be staying for a while.. so anybody's home free for me to stay over?? heeee

ok guys.. if yu want anything from indo IE. pirated dvds/playstation games/computer games or maybe some indo food.. message me alright? message my spore no. its still ON!! heeee waiting for your messages.. :) anyway ok la... better go eat and watch tv and sleep.. hahaa oh no! am i forgetting smthing? arghh who cares! :)

im OUT!
*gosh! i miss saying that hee*

upset..very upset...my happiness versus everyone else's in the world...why can i choose what i want in life...why?

smthings in life i just dont understand

*sniff*

my bad year is turning into my worse year.

i begged my parents to let me go back to spore today...and it doesnt seemed to be materialising..either my method is SUPER BAD or i just asked at the wrong time of the day.. my parents apparently didnt say YES but they didnt say NO either... so its kinda in the middle of nowhere...kinda pissed off and stuff.. i thought they would let me go cos i asked them on my bdae...i didnt get anything at all for my bdae but i just made a simple wish so that my parents would let me go back for 2 weeks to spore..im reallie sad right now.. spore's been my life and verything to me..all my friends are there and i just dont understand why my parents are making such a big fuss out of everything everytime i wanna go back. i wish i stayed in spore...life sucks in indo and i totally dont like it being here AT ALL..later on when i grow up (which i already am) i dont want to stay in indo at all.. i wanna stay in spore or melb or anywhere else in the world BUT indo.. i reallie hate being in indo and i would get the hell out of here once im able to..

life is bad
life sucks
its goin to be a bad year

hey blog! hey peeps!
i doubt anybody actuallie read my blog still.. knowing that i take AGES just to update haha but what to do.. been busy..playing COMP GAMES haha besides studyign and doin project stuff... quite tired of my life now act..sigh... one week seems to pass reallie slowly..i wonder why.. and my year didnt reallie start well....i hope my year doesnt sucks the whole way through..cos if it does,then its reallie damn saddening..*SOB* having a sucky year is definitely worse than having a sucky day..at least if it was a sucky day, yu just have to wait 24 LITTLE hours (as said by jamie cullum in his song) for it to end and change to a brand new day..but if it was a sucky year, yu have to wait 365 BLOODY days for it to end.. sighh.. its reallie terrible man... maybe this year just aint my year yah... and i can see some pple agreeing with me already.. sighh maybe 2005 is not a good year for everyone afterall.. OH WELL!

anyway.. im still stuck here in indo.. no hols yet..how sad is that really?...i actuallie went to sch on xmas EVE and new years EVE... sighh..its reallie damn saddening man...who the hell goes to sch on EVEs? my sch kinda suck big time and i reallie wanna get the hell outa there...im seriously miserable really..sighh..

anyhow, im goin to try to move back to spore..hopefully they will let me transfer using my points here..i dont mind repeating my first year act,eventhough i think im goin to be 2 years older than the rest of the world *sigh* but then again, its not much diff here..im 2 years older than most of my classmates..*sigh*

listening to aloy's blog song now...its TURN LEFT TURN RIGHT song!!...sung by steph sun...how nice...sobsob its making me sad actuallie...sigh...those of u who havent watch it yet (i think most of you are my indo frens haha) yu guys should reallie catch it..it starred gigi leung and takeshi kaneshiro..

looking back to my previous entry, i think my english realie sucks now..BIG TIME..i think i can safely say that my indo is better than my english now..i actuallie THINK in INDO this time..sigh im reallie sad!!!!

went to call my darling RG gang that i missed so so much today.. was reallie glad to hear their voice, even if its only for a little tiny while (a pathetic 3 mins actualllie) ...sorry guys!!! couldnt talk for long cos i was actualie usign my friend's phone..my phone kinda dieded..no more money haha so cant call..sorry guys... and special sorry for GERM for not being able to recognize your voice..i reallie thought yu were RUINS or NIC haha...sorry dear!! *HUG* anywya to my dearest RG gang!! i reallie miss you guys a lot!! reallie cant wait to see yu guys and stuff...

ok..just felt like blogging...nothing much i guess.. just crapping to myself!..i practically dont know what i just type man...sghh...so just bear with me awhile ok?

i realise that i dont reallie blog very often but when i DO blog, its like SUPER long that pple dont reallie wanna to read it anymore hhaa im leading a damn sad life man!!
anyways, bought 2 books today...sex and the city by candace bushnell and "watch you f*cking language"...i was so amused by the 2nd book,i just bought it straight away.. haha i will tell you guys abt it some other time :) cant wait to read it! :)

ok peeps from anywhere and everywhere..take care all and may everyone have a blessed day!

ps : i reallie hope my mom will allow me to go back spore during the hols in jan *cross fingeers* PEEPS! i need the prayer!!

im OUT!