FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

why dont i get excited anymore??? after a long week hols.. im supposed to be excited when sch re-opens.. i mean thats whats been happening to me all these while that i was in spore... but i dont find any enjoyment in my uni now... how sad is that... i always love sch..i reallie realllie do... i prefer going to sch rather than having hols... yesh im a weird person but i just simply love going to sch... i used to get very excited to be back in sch cos i simply miss everyone.. the first day of sch has always excite me more than anything else... i wake up earlier than usual and i came to school feeling reallie contented and feel that its goin to be a PERFECT DAY, no matter what....there is nothing bad that can steal that feeling from me.. and even if there was, i will let it pass by like a breeze.. im really sad.. im unhappy...today is simply like any other day.. if not SIAN-er... what happened to uni life? everyone seems to be having the best time of their life (except all those who is busy taking exams now haha) in uni EXCEPT me! i dread every single day.. and my time seems to pass reallie reallie slowly.. even slower than any known living snail... i dont do anything constructive in school and i go home feeling so empty-handed,like i have never leave the house... im reallie reallie sad.

OUT!

Someday when I'm awfully low
When the world is cold
I feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight.
Oh, but you're lovely with your smile so warm
And your cheek so soft
There is nothing for me to love you
And the way you look tonight
With each word your tenderness grows
Tearing my fear apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose touches my foolish heart
Lovely, never ever change
Keep that breathless charr
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight

[my favourite song! hee dedicated to a special someone out there :)]

hey peeps.. hahaa ok im officially screwed now haha.. its finally SUNDAY that means tom school is goin to re-open.. i havent done a single thing!! and i woke up so late today arghh haha.. managed to finish one of the 4 projects im suppose to do though.. so feel a little relieve.. sighh hhaa.. ok ok better do smmore stuff.. sighh... oh oh today's weather is so so COOLING haha been raining the whole day since morning (thats why im very lazy to get up cos i really love to sleep when it rains haha who doesnt man) sighh hope it will stay rainy the whole day :) i love RAIN!!! wheeee

im OUTTT