FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

why dont i get excited anymore??? after a long week hols.. im supposed to be excited when sch re-opens.. i mean thats whats been happening to me all these while that i was in spore... but i dont find any enjoyment in my uni now... how sad is that... i always love sch..i reallie realllie do... i prefer going to sch rather than having hols... yesh im a weird person but i just simply love going to sch... i used to get very excited to be back in sch cos i simply miss everyone.. the first day of sch has always excite me more than anything else... i wake up earlier than usual and i came to school feeling reallie contented and feel that its goin to be a PERFECT DAY, no matter what....there is nothing bad that can steal that feeling from me.. and even if there was, i will let it pass by like a breeze.. im really sad.. im unhappy...today is simply like any other day.. if not SIAN-er... what happened to uni life? everyone seems to be having the best time of their life (except all those who is busy taking exams now haha) in uni EXCEPT me! i dread every single day.. and my time seems to pass reallie reallie slowly.. even slower than any known living snail... i dont do anything constructive in school and i go home feeling so empty-handed,like i have never leave the house... im reallie reallie sad.

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