why do people dont treasure what they have till they completely lose it?

i reallie dont understand smtimes.. yu are reallie contented when yu finally got what yu want and need.. but after a while, yu kinda forget how hard yu fought to get it and how much efforts yu have put in into getting that particular smthing..and of course not forgetting the effort of keeping it.. but nevertheless, after a while, yu still kinda take into granted what yu have now and chuck it aside..forgetting the value of that smthing and over time, kinda forget the importance of it in your life....then when smthing happened suddenly which made you lose that smthing, yu ALWAYS regret what yu've been doin..by neglecting it....

its reallie sad that after that, pple always make resolution that things will get better.. ill pay more attention to it and blaah blah blah but pple ALWAYS repeat their mistake and ended up in the same place again and again and again..

smtimes i reallie think life is just reallie unfair and its reallie hard to actuallie live in this world.. i would prefer to be a baby FOREVER where yu dont need to worry abt anything AT ALL.. the older pple get, the more problems they have... and when most of those problems are settled, pple are always faced with EVEN BIGGER problems.. it reallie never ends.... it goes in a cycle.. so basically yu just live to solve your problems and hope to God that yu wont be encountered with the same problems again.. its TRUE that yu wont encounter the same prob again, even if they do, it'll be easy to solve because yu have experienced it before and thus know how to best handle the matter...but OTHER problems will arise...

and apparently, the experience thing doesnt reallie work in LOVE matter...i really wonder why.. i guess when the problems involved your emotion, yu reallie cant run away from YOURSELF and the inner you.. eventhough yu have encountered the problems many times.. yu still come back to being yourself and think with you heart rather than thinking with your head...

just a question to ponder...would yu prefer to think with your head (ie rationally) or with your heart (ie emotionally)... both have their good and bad points...

i smtimes wonder why pple actuallie wanna be born in this world.. the world is not a reallie good place to live..i think

im officially 20!! as i quote from jing.. " welcome to the elite 20" haha

im OUT for the 2nd time!

THE LAST HOUR OF BEING 19!

hey peeps!! sorry been taking so long to blog.. hhaa im quite lazy nowadays..dont know why hahaa i think the sian-ness has gotten into me haha ANYWAY im entering the last hour.. abt the last 45 mins of being 19.. from 12 am onwards, i would be 20!!!!!! sounds reallie old man.. sighh maybe i should say 19 PLUS 1 heee.. sounds better..hahaa anywya this year has been an amazing year... so many things happened..bad stuff, good stuff, sad stuff, sian stuff, unhappy stuff...but nevertheless i think i have grown a little..through the experiences of working at nooch, earning my own earnings to moving back to indo and encountering different environment plus different types of pple and most importantly, different education system (indo edu system really SUCKS) hahaa..i reallie think this year has been quite an interesting year...

anyway just wanna thank all of yu guys out there who have made my life wonderful and who have helped create an unforgettable memories.. i love yu guys!!!

for that special person, just wanna thank yu for understanding me and for being so wonderful *grin*

ok.. the let me list out all the gd stuff that i can look forward to after 12 am today..
1. i will be ONE year away from watching RA shows LEGALLY haha
2. i will be ONE year away from TOTAL adulthood (some pple say 21 marks the adulthood time)
3. i can expect pple to call me OLD already.. including my parents cos i have reached the BIG TWO (sounds scary huh? i think from now onwards, my life is goin to flash me by haha)
4. i HOPE i can get more freedom, now that im OLD enough hahhaa...
5. i HOPE my parents would let me drive to school..

actually.. thats all i could think of right now haha.. not reallie in the thinking mood today... my brain cells kinda dead..

anyway i have decided to skip community service tom..suppose to go but im reallie too lazy to go.. have to wake up super early.. like 5 am!!!! crazy!! and its a sunday.. sighh cant be bothered la.. i hope they kick me out of school soon.. then i will be happy YAY!!! haha ok ok im imagining things now. ..maybe thats what yu get when yu turn 20 haha PEEPS!! BEWARE!! haha

ok ok 15 mins more.... i should go and enjoy my last 15 mins of being a teen haha

im OUT!

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

why dont i get excited anymore??? after a long week hols.. im supposed to be excited when sch re-opens.. i mean thats whats been happening to me all these while that i was in spore... but i dont find any enjoyment in my uni now... how sad is that... i always love sch..i reallie realllie do... i prefer going to sch rather than having hols... yesh im a weird person but i just simply love going to sch... i used to get very excited to be back in sch cos i simply miss everyone.. the first day of sch has always excite me more than anything else... i wake up earlier than usual and i came to school feeling reallie contented and feel that its goin to be a PERFECT DAY, no matter what....there is nothing bad that can steal that feeling from me.. and even if there was, i will let it pass by like a breeze.. im really sad.. im unhappy...today is simply like any other day.. if not SIAN-er... what happened to uni life? everyone seems to be having the best time of their life (except all those who is busy taking exams now haha) in uni EXCEPT me! i dread every single day.. and my time seems to pass reallie reallie slowly.. even slower than any known living snail... i dont do anything constructive in school and i go home feeling so empty-handed,like i have never leave the house... im reallie reallie sad.

OUT!

Someday when I'm awfully low
When the world is cold
I feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight.
Oh, but you're lovely with your smile so warm
And your cheek so soft
There is nothing for me to love you
And the way you look tonight
With each word your tenderness grows
Tearing my fear apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose touches my foolish heart
Lovely, never ever change
Keep that breathless charr
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight

[my favourite song! hee dedicated to a special someone out there :)]

hey peeps.. hahaa ok im officially screwed now haha.. its finally SUNDAY that means tom school is goin to re-open.. i havent done a single thing!! and i woke up so late today arghh haha.. managed to finish one of the 4 projects im suppose to do though.. so feel a little relieve.. sighh hhaa.. ok ok better do smmore stuff.. sighh... oh oh today's weather is so so COOLING haha been raining the whole day since morning (thats why im very lazy to get up cos i really love to sleep when it rains haha who doesnt man) sighh hope it will stay rainy the whole day :) i love RAIN!!! wheeee

im OUTTT

hey peeps!! haha finally tagboard is UP and RUNNING *phhewww* haha anyway today is saturday and i havent done A SINGLE THING haha... im so screwed... i need to rush 4 projects by tom ahahha... sheeshh ok guys..those of yu goin for a hols and are goin to get lotsa hw and stuff to do... DO NOT FOLLOW MY EXAMPLE haha.. been staying at home doing nothing except watching dvds and tv.. ALL DAY LONG (im sure jennie and aloy, my 2 biggest competitors are happy that i havent been studying ahhaha)... im seriously turning into a BIG FAT POTATO COUCH.. even though i think i prefer to be another VEGGIE rather than a potato.. i wanna be a AVOCADO COUCH haha... is avocado a veggie??wait wait.. is POTATO a VEGGIE? someone please tell me ahha..ok im goin cranky!! sheeshh

anyway im feeling much much better now.. thanks to those well wishers hee... but i still have my cough and flu though... sighh ok ok maybe i shouldnt consider myself to be well just YET haha.. *poof* anywya so so so SO glad that the week is finally over and im finally goin back to sch ahha.. aint that weird?but i seriously prefer to go to sch everyday and do nothink THERE rather than spending my whole day at home doin nothing also.. ahha.. at least in sch there are frens to be bored and play bridge with hahaa.. or to laugh at maybe.. hmm.. everyone who agrees with me say AYE! ..i cant hear yuu... haha oh no thats sounds like spongebob squarepants..dont know why haha..

my parents are not back yet(uh oh they went to europe for some convention crap ahha).. sighh.. i like it when they are gone though..cos ill be super duper FREE to do anything that i wanna do..but i reallie kinda missed them cos the house is so quiet without them and i would have to think abt what to have for lunch and dinner EVERYDAY.. its getting quite tiring haha..come to think abt it, i think i like to be bossed around by my mom then at least i wouldnt need to use any part of my brain cells haha so maybe i prefer them to go for a while..BUT not too long.. sighh...hope they will be back soon..

anyway exams have started for those pple back in sunny spore!(n melb i think) hee.. to ALL..all the best for the exams yah..yu guys CAN DO IT.. JIAYOU!!!!...i knoow yu guys can hee.. and dont worry so much for your fri's paper if yu think yu didnt do THAT well.. just concentrate on your upcoming papers... i believe in yu guys...:) yayyyy so i shall await patiently for the good news from all of yu yah hehhh *BIG GOOD LUCK HUG*

TAGGERS (ok this is rather slow but im replying to all the old till new tags haha)
sharon: hey dearr...whats up!! hahaa thanks for reading my blog yah.. hehee appreciated it hee anyway hope yu are coping well with the exam stress yah.. take care!! :)

germ: ssHHHIITTT!! ahahaa missed ya!!! haha thanks for reading my bloggg...it reallie means alot to me...aww so sweeettt heee anyway when are yu leaving for tasmania? and im feeling much better..thanks dear!! hee

aloy aka cow luver: hey girl! have yu been STUDYING???IDIOT hahaa anyway gd job on your 2nd annie..happy for yu!! but he better not hurt yu again or i will PUNCH HIM haha

chy: heyhey!!! haha see ya in sch!

yaya: heyhey oh no... i remember yu used to sing it with xiuwen (with the harmony thingey hee) missed hearing yu sing dear....and i want the other half of my PIC!!! hahaa

siew: hey hey im happy that yu are goin back to spore soon haha oz sounds more interesting than indo *sob* anywya i link yu ok?

ruins papa: hahaa heylo papa..the next future doc too haha.. ok ok if yu have any patients who needs their blood CLOT to be removed..yu refer them to me yah.. hahaa PROMISE?! haha

NIC: aiyohhh FINALLY smthing from YOU haha...anywya ill only be back in jan...3rd week of jan....will yu still be around then??? i dont have hols in dec :"(

NING: hey hey.. NICE TAG haha. checking whetehr the tagboard is alive or not issit? ahhaha hows yu sister??

ann carol tan!!: haha hey hey!! whats up!!! hee anywya yarp yu can link me.. no prob :) gd luck for exams!!!! *HUG*

manD:hey best fren!! hee.. glad to hear from yu tooOO!!! anywya hope yu get my note from yulinda yah.. i passed it to her before she leave for spore...i hope she didnt forget to pass it to yu :) anyway all the best for exams my best SCHOLAR friend hee...*BIG HUG* me misses yu too!!!...

pheww..thats a HELL out of tags to reply man.. ahhaa..anyway gtg n sleep soon..so that i can continue my journey to be an AVOCADO couch! wheee heee niiteeyy peeps!

im OUTTTT!!!

ok i officially miss having my freedom... its not that i dont get any freedom here..dont get me wrong.. but i still prefer to be overseas and away from parents.. i guess that is the ULTIMATE freedom.. sighh.. reallie miss those times when im ACTUALLIE overseas and having my share of the ULTIMATE freedom....

anyway i bought the book 'lovely bones' yesterday ahha due to many pple recommendations on their blog, i have decided to finally buy it... i tihnk cos i finally finished reading the Da Vince code hee.. what a gd book man.. BUT lousy ending sighh.. so much for a gd book eh.. i hate it when a gd book had to end so lousily.. sighh

anyway been sick for the past few days.. i had a cough, flu, sorethroat, big headache.. wahh yu named it and i got it... been feeling rather miserable actuallie.. sighh so been spending most of my time at home.. doing nothing when im suppose to be studying for my upcoming tests sighh life sucks! sobsob... i tihnk i better start really soon before its too late...

i think there;s smthing wrong with my stupid blog.. it took me a LONG LONG time to open it.. dont know whats wrong with it.. and on top of that.. i cant seem to see my stupid tagboard.. i think its goin to die soon... which explains why i wont reply any of the tag messages cos i simply cant SEE IT.. sighh ok ok bad bad day

im OUT~

AN ODE TO A SPECIAL SOMEONE

yu are the air that i breathe
the water that i drink
yu are the compass of my life
cos without yu ill be lost
yu are the light
that shines my way
and lead me to that very special place in your heart :)

[am i good am i good? hee actuallie i dotn realie know what an ODE means hahaa never really pass any lit test when i was in lower sec.. oh well.. in a sad mood still *BIG SIGH*]

The Last Night Of The World

in a place that wont let us feel
in a life where nothing seems real
i have found you
i have found you

in a world that's moving too fast
in a worl where nothing can last
i will hold you
i will hold you

our lives will change, when tomorrow comes
tonigh our hearts drown the distant drums
and we have music, all right
tearing the night

a song
played on a solo saxophone
a crazy sound
a lonely sound
a cry that tells us
love goes on and on

played on a solo saxophone
it's telling me
to hold you tight
and dance
like it's the last night of the world

[sobsob im reallie reallie sad now... remember this my rgssbee batchmates? we kept on singing this after we went to watch miss saigon at kallang theatre.. there is not one day where this song is not sung.. sighh. i reallie miss yu guys!]

hey peeps.. im back!... just finished reading huichee's entry abt the raffles spirit and im beginning to feel sad... sighh actuallie been feeling like shit the whole day.. it all started of when my friend asked me to list down all the love songs that i know.. and the first few love songs that i could think of was THINK OF ME, SOLO SAX SONG from miss saigon and ALL I ASK OF YOU.. ohno.. im reallie sad that i reallie feel like crying right now... i reallie rellie miss rgs and everyone back in spore.... i miss band too.. i reallie miss playing the tbone.. and i reallie reallie miss hearing manD sing the think of me songs (with occasional back up voices from deb, chee and cass --> who seems to know all the lyrics hee) i realie reallie miss everyone.. and im reallie truly upset right now... sghh.. and to make it worse.. the moment i saw yulinda, i sang to her the set piece for our jc syf comp (cant remmber the title) and she actuallie couldnt guessed what it was..all that she remembered is that she reallei hated that song haha.. she is so funny!!!... sighh anyway then both of us started missign band and everyone elsee.... sighh.. i wish im back in spore... i reallie miss band, miss spore peeps, miss the raffles spirit and miss SPORE sighh.. i reallised that everyone is reallie down right now..and i think i shall join the fun sighh.. damn damn damn damn damn damn sad sad sad sad :"( sobsob.. and i thnk nobody actuallie read my blog.. realy saddd

OUT!

TODAY IS A SUPER UNLUCKY DAY!! *POOF*

ok peeps.. today i was super duper unlucky.. sighh.. my day started of as per normal.. woke up at 7am, bathe and wait for jenni to pick me up... it was perfectly normal during morning lecture and nothing interesting actually happened during the plenary session today... BUT my unluckyness started AFTER school... since today's test was postponed, we were dismissed early and so we decided to go to "theresia" to eat the famous noodle store there ('bakmi asun')... it was the 8 of us... the ACJC, harvey, richard (harvey' bro), ega and bagus.. OH OH and not forgetting felix.. so we had to go there with 2 cars since it's quite impossible for us to be in one car.... the ACJC took chandra's car and the rest went with harvey... on our way there, chandra realised that he doesnt have enough money in his wallet so we had to stop by at the atm to draw money.. and guess what? THE QUEUE WAS BLOODY LONG (our 1st mishap of the day) so we had to wait quite long until chandra could draw his money...after that we quickly rushed to the noodle place.. and on our way there.. bagus called and told us to meet them at EX (its a shopping mall nearby) and so we were left alone cos we were super late cos of the atm incident... so we decided to continue our journey to the noddle store before heading on to EX.. anyway so we didnt really have parking lot there (indonesians parralel park alot) so we decided to park the car in FRONT of someone's house, up the slopt(dont ever do this.. not supposed to) so then we went to eat.. after that.. when we were abt to leave the place.. we realised that a STUPID car was blocking our path...he PURPOSELY parked directly parked in such a way that prevent us from goin out.. the worse part was that he put the hand brake..so the car couldnt be moved at all at all.. sighh.. after asking around whose car was it.. someone told us that it was the owner of the house's GOSH! how screwed are we man.. and he would only be back in an hour time.. and we were damn late to go to EX alredy.. arghhh so then we refused to say sorry to him (for parking in front of his house and block him from goin into the house)...so we had to quickly devised a method to get the car out without having to say sorry to him.. after much difficulties..we FINALLY managed to get the car out.. haha it was quite funny actuallie cos we had to go through the pavement haha... everyone there was looking at us and we were actuallie laughing away cos it was really funny ahha.. anwyay after that chandra had to fill up his tank and so we had to make a huge turn.. we (being evil) decided to wrote smthing for that stupid guy..the note says 'too bad yu didnt manage to keep us in, signed KARIMUN' karimun is the name of the car aha.. it was so funny.. and we slipped it under his windshield haha... anyway so we went to EX to pick up felix cos jenni aloy and him had to go for some catholic stay-over stuff....after we fetched felix..we went back to jenni's place to drop them.. i thought my mishap stopped there already.. but guess what??? after dropping them.. me and chandra decided to catch a movie.. but we had to pick ega up from the EX place again.. on our way there.. at the junction near my house (i live damn near jenni) we got hit by a motorcycle (mishap no 2) and chan's car was badly injured.. sighh.. but we decided to run away anyway cos in indo, the lesser no of wheels in your vehicle will win the fight... and obviously we had to pay for their losses cos it was a bloody motorcycle who had HIT us.. but it was us who RAN away.. hahaa HIT and RUN .. oh welll..it was actuallie our fault for turning too slow and it was also their faults for not decreasin their speed and hence HITTING US... sighh.. crap man... sighh so we decided to heck it and hurry go ex to pick ega up... when we reached there..our 3rd mishap was waitign for us..SIMPLY! sighh.. chan's tyre got a big hole (i think it was because the motorcycle had hit us) and so we had to CHANGE the tyre.. sighh.. thank goodness he had a spare tyre BUT NO KEYS sighh.. so we had to go around to look for keys .. sighh... anyway after that we went to djakarta theatre to catch THE INCREDIBLES!! wheeee

THE INCREDIBLES WAS A GOOD GOOD SHOOWW hee go watch it pple. :) if yu guys are free hee.. i gave it a 4 out of 5 stars :) but it's those kinda show that yu should only watch it once cos watching it twice would be too boring hee.. anwyay nice nice shows... after that chan fecthed me home.. sighh.. home sweet home... i had such an unlucky day man and the past 6 hours had been rather eventful and SLOW moving.. haha.. what a day to remember man.. sighh and the worse part is that i got 5 and half more hours to go till the day ends (till midnight) sighh.. maybe i should just sleep it all of so that my hours will pass by faster..

TAGGERS
KALEB! : heyhey sorry today the entry is not so funny.. had a terrible day so cant reallly make a funny entry out of it... haha the best that i could do is to make it interesting hahah..anwyay do enjoy reading it and laugh at my misery ok haha

JENNI AND ALOY: i missed u guys already.. hope yu are having fun at 'lembah karmel'... (titip doa aja deh haha)

CHANDRA: sorry sorry.. hope your dad isnt angry with yu or anythign sighh. thanks for spending the unluckiest day of my life with me.. heee wont forget it for as long as i shall live haha

SPORE PEEPS: hey guys.. all the best for the upcoming exams.. yu guys CAN DO IT!! jiayou!!!! think abt the hols hee.. happy studying yah and study hard!!! love ya all!!

ok guys..... tireddd and too pissed to write anything.. take care all!

im OUT!

A DAY WITHOUT JENNI AKA JPAT!

A DAY WITHOUT JENNI AKA JPAT!

what would a day be without jPAT.. hmmm.. it was GREATTT!! hahaa.. (jenni,please read on haha) anyway she was BUSY DOUBLE DATING with KALEB the TJIN..so she kinda neglected us :( supposed to go with us to "gunung agung" bookstore..but what happened in the end???? JPAT, being famous for her INDECISIVENESS, abandoned me, chandra and aloy to be with KALEB the TJIN, after much persuasion from arissa and jo (the couple with whom she double dated with).. haha so much for FRIENDSHIP man!! anyway and so our FUN begin right after we get rid of jPAT haha... the car (chandra's car) was so much COOLER (literally) without yu jen!! haha...so begin our journey to the bookstore... hahaa went to buy alot of stuff from there..and chandra couldnt really decide which file he should get and aloy and i were just wasting our money by taking all the necessary and UNnecessary stuff ahaa.. anyway after our bookshop adventure, we were feelig rather thirsty and we were craving for "es campur" (es kachang for the spore pple haha) so we went to jln sabang to find that es campur hahaa... when we reached there.. BOY!! there was so much food there haha.. (besides es campur) so we, as usual.. beign the greedy us, ordered so manyyyy food haha.. we ordered porridge, "bihun kuah", 3 es campur, 1 es teler (its the same with es campur.. just with more milk! haha how fattening is that haha) and 1 avocado juice...haha crazy right?? so we went to eat and eat and eat and eat.. ahaa gosh.. i think ill go fatter by the time im back in spore.. ahha.. sadly after that, we went home.. wanted to continue our food craze in front of jenni's place but didnt manage to cos it was getting too late.. haha so as chandra was fetching me home... we wanted to stop by jenni's place to shout her name and run away (aloy and chandra do this BOLIAOUW (nothing to do) act quite often ahhaa) but THANK GOODNESS WE DIDNT.. cos JPAT was busy playing POOL with KALEB TJIN! *ehem ehem*...and she cant even play ppoolll!! haha.. i bet kaleb was teaching her how to play while grooping (did i spell it correctly? haha) her.. haha.. ok ok that was just joking.. ahha.. anwyay so thats the end of "a day withouth jpat" ahaha how wonderfuly peaceful and quiet hahaa.... to jenni: GO DATING MORE OFTEN!! haha..okok anyway i better stop crapping haha

TAGGERS
jenni: hey idiot!! haha why yu nevver tag me!! hurry tag me now.. ahhaa i should put yu under NON-TAGGER
manD: hey dearr.. busy busy issit? anyway hha i miss yu alot alot too!! and i dotn mind being a BA eventhough i wont know what i will do in the end haha
debRA: hey sister!! hows yuu? hahaa dont worry i wont be a CAUGHT pirate but i will be a pirate still haha but i dotn think i can anymore cos my supplier moved place hahaa maybe the police went to check hahaa
yaHUI:hey girl!! i realie miss yuuU!!! hope yu pass your test then can fetch me from airport in jan hahaa.. quite free now lah haha.. was busy.. hows yu??
SIew:hey babe.. im in indo now.. doin med haha... where yu? hows life? ermm how coem yu suddenly think of me? haha what triggered it? ahha *ego* yu mean only dunkin donut trigerred yu to think of me :( aahaha thats damn sadddd hahaa take care gal! and i dont mind the link hee
poH:POH!!! my dear hello kitty!! hahaha why dya think its called ORANGEyclot hahaa nice nice nice??? hee... anyway happy studying dearr!! yu CAN DO IT!! jiayouU!!!

im OUT! :)

SAD SAD DAY!!

hey peepS!! back again with dr.clot! hee.. i cant seem to see my entry AGAIN.. sighh there is reallie smthing wrong and smthing bad goin on here haha... i think i will onlie be able to see it IF and only IF i posted 2 (TWO) entries.. how evil is the blogger community to force me to blog in 2 entries EVERYDAY just so that i could read my own recent entry online *sobSOB* how sad is that!! hahaa anywya its 6 plus now and i havent study YET>.. how screwed is that.. was spending the whole time trying to find all my JC notes.. haha and trying to find my BOOK DIVIDER (hmm is that what yu call it? the thing that yu put between books so that it wont fall off) sighh my english is getting lousy.. my grammar is getting worse and im starting to lose my mind haha.. anyway there is a stupid mosquito in my room which i believe had started to proclaim my room as ITS room too..ITS been hanging around my room for daysss and ive been bitten by it EVERYSINGLE NIGHT WITHOUT FAIL.. i know that im quite attractive but IT reallie doesnt have to give me LOVE BITE everynow and then right? haha.. ok ok just a little fun fact for everyone.. ok ok gtg n study!! byeee

im OUTTT

*YAWN* today is a terrible terrible day!! sighh.. so crappy man.. today's test didnt go too well. could do the MCQ but the essay...WHAT THE @&^*# sighh haaa.. the stupid pple never put the mark wieghtage so nobody knows how many mark does each questions carry. .. how crappy is that?? haha and each questions are like NOT DETAIL AT ALL... sighh like for example, there is this one question tht asked yu to explain DNA replication, transcription and translation all in one question!!! how the hell is that possible *poof* sighh reallie stupid right?? anyway... just feeling a little crappy nowadays.. and i GOT NO HOLS IN DEC AT ALL!!! arghhh poor us man.. crap crap crap!! reallie upset.. bAH! anyway.. JENNI if yu are readign this...IM STILL TOO LAZY TO WRITE YU A TESTI haha so another time perhaps yah haha wait until the mood come haha sorry babe! :) and to ALOY!! we must reallie go to 5th floor tom and dont ask jenni along!! haha (musuh dalam selimut hee) *yawn*

ohyah!! i got a new revelation (am i using it correctly?someone please correct me if im wrong hee) my indo clique : Aloy, Chandra, Jenni and Clot (thats ME!) haha notice smthing? ACJC hahhaa so crappy eh.. and i wore an AC shirt to sch today.. haha so funny haha ok ok.. gtg n study now. tom got QUIZ and fri got TEST.. sighh my test life is never ending.. CRAP! k k take care all

im OUT!!

funny DAY!

heylo peeps.. im back here again.. updating my stagnant blog hee anyway MANDY TAN YUANRONG!! (i bet no one ever call yu that again haha it was me who always call yu that haha your full name) anyway manD! i cant see my latest entries (including the pic) STILL!! yu said that i can see it an hour after i put it up... but WHERE GOT!! hahaa.... crap man.. how saddening is that.. i cant see my own entry on my own blog page.. hhaaa SIGH... anyway today is quite a funny funny day.... went to sch as usual.. but before i went home.. i went to JENNI's place t drop her (i didnt drive! CHANDRA did haha) so anyway me, ALOY, and CHANDRA went to jenni's to drop her... outside jenni's place there's a lot of pple selling food.. i dont reallie know how to say it in english but anyway so we stopped in front of jenni's, dropped her and went in a craze search for food.. ahhaa... we ordered A LOT A LOT OF STUFF.. avocado juice, noodle and cotton candy aha... crazy right?? gosh man... i think im reallie growing FAT haha.. anwyay it was so funny cos we do this kinda thing quite often.. so we were just sayign that the next time we parked the car there.. im sure everyone there will know and ATTACK us next time haha.. so funny... anyway im so so screweed for my test tom... sighh.. damn stress man.. and the worse part is that the only reason why i wont do well is because i dont have enough time to read all the notes sighh.. can yu imagine that??? damn sad larh.. sighh.. ok ok i better start NOW haha take care ALL.. and always remember that i LOVE YOU GUYSS!! hhahaa

im OUT and always OUT! haha

me and my indo friends! heee stupid pic! 

hey dear friends!! or should i say YO PEEPS!! haha havent wrote that in a long long time man haha.. anwyay i have decided to make a promise from now onwards.. me, CLOT SANTOSA shall blog more often in the future... ahha HOPEFULLY.. aha gosh! i havent blog in ages man!! haha so much so that i almost forget my user name and password haha crap right?? anyway things are goin better in indo (from the last time i updated yu guys.. which was a REALLI REALLI LONG TIME) haha anyway things are quite busy (i guess) haha and i have tests EVERY WEEK smtims 2 or 3.. sighh crappy right? anyway guessed its been rather borign too... go to sch everyday... study study study.. do individual and group projects (which is never ending i tell yu!) sighh so thats why im ONLINE EVERYDAY hahaa... but i guess im just too lazy and too busy to blog haha.. BAD EVIL ME!! oh well.. anyway hows everybody doing?? hope everybody is doin fine yah.. wherever yu guys are.. ahah i just realised that now i have friends ALL OVER THE GLOBE MAN haha.. thats good... keep it up guys.. later when i go visit yu guys, i wont need to spend money on hotel room haha... FABULOUS!

anyway im talking to my dearest gd fren now.. MANDY who misses MSN hahha... thats reallie funny.. anwyay im so glad i get the chance to talk to her.. we've been quite busy lately and eventhough im online EVERYDAY.. i dont seem to see her around.. ahha to mandY :MSN misses yu too aha.. actuallie im just repeating my point cos i told her this already.. ahaha

anyway to EVERYONE WHEREVER YU ARE>... i reallie miss yu guys alot.. so if yu see me online.. say hi to me or smthing k?> come and disturb me or smthing k? haha good good hee.. anyway i think being a doc is quit stressfull... what if i forget what i have learnt?.. thn how am i goin to cure pple ? hahaa so crappy right? so the only way is to remember everything and remember it ALL... i cant be possibly carry textbooks all the time and ask the patient to wait for me to find the chapter abt his disease right?> haha thats funny!! oh well.. im STRESS haha *out of point*

anywya im readign this reallie good and INTRIGUING (hee new word! good eh?) book called the DA VINCI CODE by DAN BROWN!! damn good.. all o yu should read it!! whee haha i cant stop readign it man.. so much so that i didnt start studying yest when i was suppose to haha... crap right! anyway LYNN FOO yu better read the book cos the author is your boyfren DAN haha.. dan dan dan... whee haha ok im crapping!

anyway gtg peeps!! update soon heee

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hey peeps!! i know i havent been updating yu guys abt my life hahaa so sorry.. bussy bussy bussy..heehh anyway as yu all know from manD's tag,my school has finallie started hahaa it's been goin for a week....-yawn- havent been online cos ive been reallie tired.. i got school like EVERYDAY mon till fri from 8am till 5pm... how sian is that?? i feel like as if im back in JC man...anyway life isnt that great down here.. ive been quite sad and upset lately due to the difference in systems... not reallie used to it i guess.. sighh but i reallie reallie still do prefer spore...(100 milli0n times more)... my classmates are way younger than me... most of them are like 1986 or 1987 batch of pple... and im like 1984 sighh but got a couple of them who are way older than me hahaa 1981 batch... hahaa dotn know what they are doin actuallie...anyway hows everyone doing??? orh and one more reason why my school sucks.. the lecturere cant realie speak english!!!! crap right? they actuallie are a very very good lecturer (if they lecture in INDO) but in english,GOODNESS ME...if yu think my english is bad..theirs are WORSE hahaa..

one of my lecturer came up with this term..."REMIND ON YOUR MIND" hahaa damn funny right??and he pronounced 'promise' as PROMAISE..gettit?? hhaa this is too funny already... ill go adn listen to him more often adn tell yu guys more abt his mistakes soon hahaaa anyway when yu see me online.. yu guys gotta talk to me ok? cos i personally feel that my english is gettign from bad to EXTREMELY WORSE sighh... cos now i speak more indo than eng so im totally lost in my eng now.. and my sentence structure is reallie reallie bad!!..HELP!!:* heee

TAGGERS
nic and nad: where are yu guyss?? are yu guys having fun in the beautiful city of toronto?? heee
tiehan: oh yah!! i remember yU!!!! haha sorry dear.. anyway hows yu??where are yu now?
xin:haha your welcome dear..i was quite scared that yu didnt get my message cos i totally didnt get your reply hahaa but glad i did the next day..miss yu alot dear... love ya!!
yaya: oh man.. thats quite scary hee but i reallie dont mind yu asking me out.. just that yu gotta pay for my ticket there heee joking!! and LIFE'S BAD YAYA!!
manD my BEST BUDDY: hey dear.. i miss yu alot alot too.. and thanks for remembering my first day of school (even i dotn remember the date haha) love ya lots...
mei: hey mother!!
debra:hey sister!!thanks for being there to listen to my complains and thanks alot for all your advices.. i will try my best to adhere to it heeee

and to the rest of yu who tagged me inspirational tags and cheer-up tags.thanks so so much guys.. it reallie means alot to me.. it reallie lifted my spirit :)

ok ok i better go sleep soon ahaa feeling a lil sleepy -yawn- love ya pple!!

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LIFE SUCKS THE MOST WHEN YU DONT WANT IT TO SUCK

ok im officially in a boring bad bad mood sigghh.. i think im so so bored (i dont think i have ever been THIS bored for as long as i live man) sighh and the worse part abt boredom is that yu will start to think of smthing that is not there...or start to imagine things...ok i tihnk im really goin MAD and CRAZY man.. spending everysingleday at home is not reallie what i hope for when i go back to indo... life seems to stop ever since i left spore.. im really really saddddd siggh and nothin is done in indo... my room is still under renovation so i still gotta share a room with my brother (which i dont mind just that i dont have my own privacy sigh) and im still living in my suitcases (can yu imagine that?)...my car is taking ages to come eventhough they told me that im no 2 on the waiting list (YA RIGHT?! thats what they told me last last week..i will always be no 2 man) life really sucks!!!! how the crap am i goin to be able to start my school term properly if my room isnt goin to be done in 2 weeks time?? and how am i goin to get to school without my car considering that all the cars are being used by my parents and brother sighhh..i just wished that all the things will be settled before the 6th of sept,which is the day im suppose to start my school term (I THINK!) siggh i think i live in an uncertain world man!!more like living in an uncertain INDO LAND! sighh ok ok i better sign off before i start repeating everything that i just typed in different forms (i cant help but do so when im pissed)

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hey peeps... sighh been quite in the bad mood lately..i dont know what's wrong with me.. anyway thanks deb for the support..sigghh i think staying at home and do practically nothing every single day has really gotten into me..sighh i wish i could just start school like next week sigghh... i think i will only start sch 2 weeks from now... how sian is that?.. sigghh im feeling a little crappy abt it.... anyway...i got a letter from the school today (FINALLY) and i can tell yu guys that i was pretty excited but guess what?..the letter didnt relly say anything abt the orientation and the first day of school siggh so until this period of time i dont know when my sch starts.. how sucky is that?.?????...sighh and everyone else in the world seems to be having so much fun in nus.. im beginning to think that i made the wrong choice not to go nus.. i should have just accepted the arts and soci offer when it was given to me.. sigghh im really upset.. anyway the content of the letter was just asking me to pay the tuition fees and to re-register next wed-friday..something like matriculation i guess.. finally,a news from the stupid school sigghh... i did practically nothing again today! great!!!!!! life kinda sucks from my point of view..take care peeps and hope yu guys are much much happier than me..

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hey peeps!!! today is such a boring boring day siggh like whats new man... went for driving class today.. it was all right i guess :) i learnt new stuff like how to break properly hahaa... that's good right? anyway went to fetch my brother after that from sch... goodness me... it took me like one and half hour man!!! sheeshhh the traffic was a killer.. sigghh then went to fetch my mom from her clinic before we headed home.. so now im home with nothing to do again sigghh.... anyway im goin for french class tom... so exciting!!!!! wheeee cant wait man.. ok ok nothink interesting happened so better not make this entry a long one.. ahhaa ohyah!! my primary sch friend who is in the med fac in my uni finally messaged me and told me she's goin to help me find out when is my first day of sch hahaa... it sucks not to know when yu can start school and get out of this dull life sigghh hahaa ok ok shall end off soon!!!

TAGGERS
yaya: i mean smu THING hahaa didnt mean to write it as TING hahaa this is so funny hahaha yesh we WILL have vcds marathon when im back yah hehehh so exciting!!

nic: hey babe.. hows yu... and what dya wanna tell me???*wink wink* hehh email me yah...

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hey friends and family!! (yesh cass for yu ill say friends and familieS haha) anyway sorry havent got the chance to blog much.. too lazy hahaa sorry!! i think im way too outdated man..everytime i go online, i make a point to read all your blogs, so much so that when i was about to write mine i became too lazy n sleepy and THUS went offline hahaa sorry peeps!!!..anyway life been quite boring here in indoland sigghh..i bet yulinda will agree with me.. haha guess what? i managed to get her yesterday (finally!!!)hahaa was quite glad to talk to her and knowing at the same time that our screwed up school hasnt send any of us a letter YET sighhh im so sian of holidays man... wish i could get back to school SOON hahaa talking abt school..HAPPY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL EVERYONE!!! at least for NUS pple i tihnk haha.. anyway im so happy for yu guys... sorry ive been missing for quite some time hehh.. i promise i will blog and read blog more often POOF!!

didnt go anywhere today..just stuck at home doin NOTHING sighh life is so boring..oh anwyay i spent the whole morning watching FRIENDS heh cos i bought the dvds for the final season but guess what??knowing that im always so unlucky,2 out of 5 cds dieded on me *arghhh* great ! so i gotta go and exchange it sigghh so sadd..though i could finish watching it by today sigghh.. oh oh dya guys know that dvds (pirated of course) in indo is super super cheap??? it cost me 40000 rupiah just to get the whole last season of friends (5 cds altogether) hmm that's abt $8 damn cheap right>??and the quality is EXCELLENT haha so if yu guys wanna order smthing when i come back.. yu guys can order that haha it's definitely worth it hahaaa oh no!!im promoting piracy!! hahhaa anwyay hope the NUS pple are having fun in school...heh

my DEAR DARLING TAGGERS:
jing:i miss yu too dear... when are yu leaving spore again??how;s your prep?
mei:i miss yu alot too mother!!! how's nus? :)
lynn:hey gurl!! i read your note when i reached indo but i forgot to blog it in heh.. im SORRY!! but it was really a sweet note and i promise i iwl try my best not to be a nerd hahaa
germy:hey gurl..what's your blog add??i miss yu!!
noelle:hey dear..i got yul already haha..FINALLY :) thanks and hope yu get the dvds back from debra..didnt manage to watch it though :(
cass: it's ok :) heh no problem and i miss goin church with yu too.. sobsob
yaya: hey dear...haha im sorry i havent got the chance to post pic just yet hehhh wait some more k? and im still not settled yet cos my car is not here yet *sigh* and my room is not YET renovated sighh
ning: hey sista!! sorry sorry hahaha i promise ill blog more often *cross fingers*
manD: hey gurl hope yu like the little surprise haha and YESH yu know ALL my secrets haha

im OUT peeps!

SOBSOB

i just opened deb's present for me... sniff sniff im damn sad nowww.. i feel like crying sigghh actuallie i DID cry when yu guys were singing remember me this way sigghh hey thanks everyone for being in the video and thanks deb and cass for compiling the vidoes in the cd!!! and i just realised that yu guys filmed it at my place hahaa.. interesting... hahaa.. anyway im missing yu guys and i love yu guys lots!!

im OUT again! heh

SORRY PEEPSER!!!

good morning peeps!! :)gosh! i really miss writing (or should i say typing)in my blog sigghh sorry guys..been busy settling down here,even though there's nothing to settle down abt haha crap!!! anyway actualie ve been online EVERYsingle DAY cos i got cable here hahahaa....ssorry sorry didnt really have much time to blog..anyway im so so saddddd i miss yu guys alot..(especially yu manD) siggghh how's everyone uni stuff goin??? im very very bored!! and the worse part of it all is that i LOST YULINDA'S INDO NUMBER so i cant contact her at all!!!! goshhh help me pple!! im dead lah hahaa i tihnk it's in my starhub line so CASS help me check hahaaa...

anyway i just wanna thank everyone for coming to my surprise-but-not-so-surprise-cos-wennie-accidentally-told-me party last saturday...yu dont know how much it means to me... i was pretty shock hehhh anyway when i  said yu guys are 1 over 100 of my friends,i was actuallie bluffing cos yu guys ARE 100 of my friends hahahaa anyway thanks for making the time to come yah...and i can see from everyone's blog that yu guys really like the CLOT'S game....heh sEE i told yu so hahaa anyway ok i shant brag abt it before eveyone starts to delete their entry abt how good the game was hhaaha...im goin mad man hehhh anyway i was really very happy to see yu guys for the last time and just talking nonsense together :) thank yu pple!!i love yu alot!!!

ohyah i forgot to thank the sunday pple who came to send me off....gosh it was so sweet of yu guys...hey i know sunday is a difficult day cos everyone has to go church and stuff but yu guys still made it in the end....thanks guys..sorry i couldnt really say goodbye for a long time cos i was actuallie LATE sighhh thank goodness they hadn't call my name over the speaker fone just yet hahaaa actuallie if they do i would feel like a doctor being paged to attend some patient hahaa that's quite cool..i never get called before..maybe i should try it one day haaha anyway im super digressing..thanks ple and thanks for the presents!!!! i LOVE the bag and twinnies i realy like the PHOTO FRAME hehhh and of course not forgetting all the little notes (cass,deb,manD..i cried when i read your notes in the plane *sobsob*)..lealea for the big collage (pls tell her cos i doubt she reads my blog...oh i doubt she actualie GO ONLINE heh) thanks so so muchhhhh....

but most important of all..i should thank my best friend in the world,MANDY TAN YUANRONG (hmm i know i woudnt be able to say yuanrong the correct way but i still love yu the same heh) ...*CAUTION=long entry abt manD*hey twin!!...im so sorry i didnt manage to write yu a gdbye note (im still quite upset abt it by the way) cos of my wrong time management sigghh yu are the most important pple in my list so i figured i shuld do yours LAST and because of that everyone got a note except yu sigghh im so so sorrryyy i had so many things to write but totally NO time to do it..siggh i should have done the most improtant one first sigghh kinda regret it now...crap!!!and i should have started earlier...aiyoohh i think writing notes are like studying..gotta start early and study the most important one first (eh my analogy good eh?haha) anyway i just wanna say a big thank yu for eveything..the surprise party,all the times we've spent together doing stupid stuff and not doin stupid stuff hehh just being there for me all the time (the goods and the bads) and for accepting me for who i am n respecting my decisions..i love yu manD! i really really do... yu were there when i needed someone to complain and to tell my drama mama story (i feel like a soap opera ahha hope yu are entertained)..yu were there when nobody laughed at my stupid jokes...yu were there when i sing out loud in orchard road and instead of scolding me,yu sing along with me....yu were when i needed someone the most and yu are always reachable...i love yu i love yu i love yu... we started of as a tut looking sec ones and yu kinda grew over the years (except for your height heh) but yu never really changed at all..yu are still the manD that i know 7 years ago and i hope yu will remain that way... we had our differences (ONCE!) but we've made it through and our friendship has always been filled with fun and laughter including occasional bitching session abt a particular someone or some pple hehhh im glad i stayed on in ac even though i dont know for what hehh but i think i stayed on mostly because of yu.... and im super glad i have the chance to spend ALL my band life with yu.. doubt ill ever be in band anymore now sobsob....i will miss yu alot and alot and there's no one that's goin to ever take your place cos yu are unique and special in your own way and yu will always have a special BIG space in my heart hehh....anyway im glad yu took the scholarship after i weigh the pros and cons for yu ehhh yu are now a SCHOLAR!! wheee i feel so honoured :) anyway i always wonder why yu always do better than me in the end hahaa oh well!im glad yu did :)anyway hope yu will be a great teacher in the end...i know yu will :)
i think feli can be a great case study for yu hehhhh i miss yu alot!! sigghh ok ok all the best for uni yah and take care of everyone for me :)*END OF LONG ENTRY*

on a lighter note..good luck everyone for everything that yu guys are goin to do in uni..make yu sure yu guys make big bucks and be succesfful k?then can invest in my hospital!! wheeeee hahhaaa ok ok i miss yu guysss

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hey peepser!!! whoopss ok i just got scolded many times at my tag board for not updating the blog hahaaa im so so so sorry... been busy these last few days...ok maybe i should say weeks and i havent got the chance to go online hahaa crap... anyway shall tell yu guys abt what happened on tues..i was planning to cut my hair and then meet manD and co for ikea and queensway outink but i woke up late so i had to take a cab down to plaza sing and guess what??? my stupid hair stylist took leave *big sigh* so i had to walk around plaza sing all by myself until it's time to meet manD and co.. SUDDENLY i received a message from debra that outink was cancelled cos there were only deb and cass hahaa manD got diarhoea sigghh ahhaa so i had to call everyone down my list to meet me in town...i gave upin the end and went to one of my friend's house to slack sigghh... then met peiying and liying at nite..had dinner at breekos at taka and walked around town until we are dead tired hahaa.. so funny..havent seen them in a long long while and im really glad i met them hahaa bought a spiderman cum punisher comic book from kino yayyy!! i love spidey!!!!! i really realy like him... :)

on wed..didnt go anywhere...totaly slack at home hahaa so boringgg.. what a boring day hahaa

on thurs..went out with leanne robers.. wahh havent meet up with her in ages and im glad she's finally free to meet me hahaa...maybe cos im leaving soon hmmm hhaaah idiot... met kky and zoe tay along the way..she went to buy her charm bracelet and i just followed around... went home to watch oc!! wheee i love the oc!!! what a nice nice show...supposed to meet the b3s and f3s for a pubbing experience at indochine but alot of pple cant make it so it was cancelled... boohoohoo so i went home :(

today..wake up early in the morning to meet mand,qifang and huaguang to play badminton at clementi sports hall.. wahh i havent exercise in ages man and im really having aches all over... went home to bathe... deb and cass went over to my place to slack a while before meeting manD,jing and huaguang again at ikea for meatball lunch and went to queensway to get shoes.... im so so saddd saw this nice adidas shoes (grey with some orange in it) and guess what?? the biggest size that they have is 8!!!!!!! and my size in 8 and 1/2!!!!!!!!! crap.. i think i got a big shoe problem cos my shoe size is in between the ladies biggest size and the man smallest size crap!! so i didnt get anything in the end sigghhh bad bad day....

anyway i got the amazing spiderman action figure with 67 points of articulation!!!! wheee damn damn nice and i got myself a nice digital clock..the green and orange one whhheee peiying and liying will know what im talking abt hahhaa.. im so happyyy.. k k enough updating and im so sorry tagger i [romise i will update my blog frequentle heh

TAGGERS
sharon:cant wait for the dance class, girl!! :)
tie han: who aree yuuu?? sorry heh
ning: clot to earth..im still here haha
manD:ok ok here is the update :)
en:cant wait to go clubbing again man!! wheee haha

EVERYONE!!!! im leaving on the 25th of july... super confirmed cos i bought the ticket already... im so sadddddd

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*yawn* (yes cass!! it's a different day haha) good morning good morning..woke up at 8 today cos i couldnt sleep.. been thinking alot these past few days.. i think im becoming more and more confused like confucius hhaaa crap!im so crappy!! anyway went for my teacher's wedding at church on sat...the church ceremony was so nice!!! i really feel like getting married.."marriage is a gift from God and a gift between a man and a woman" i think eugene,the groom was so sweet cos he wrote this song entitled 'ten years on' for miss lee to commemorate their 10 years courtship.. so sweet.. and i thnk he is a really good singer..he should join spore IDOL hahaa anyway met alot of my classmates during the church ceremony..i miss my class pple...sighh i really miss school too sigghh anyway alot of us scolded KHOO XUE YI for being there cos she's suppose to be queueing at suntec convention centre,trying out for spore idol ahhaa it was so so funny but really XY i think yu can make it!!have faith in yu man :)...went out with xin,ken koo and sharon after that to find me a top to wear for the wedding dinner..found a nice white top at m-phosis and it was 40%off! wheee so happy man.. xin went home after that and so me,ken koo and sharon decided to catch a show with the rest of the remaining class pple..met them at taka then we decided to go cine...wanted to catch 'the day after tomorrow' but it was sold out *sob* so had dinner at pasta mania...ahd a beef lasagna meal which i shared with sharon and guess who i saw there!!!! cassandara ow szemun!!!!!!!!!!! scandalous man hahaa...wendy left us on our way to wheelock big-O and so there were me,sharon,ken koo,brennan and apek!...had a tiramisu at big-O and went to meet my mother at hyatt after that... my grandmama and a couple of my aunties and uncles are in spore!! whee so went to visit them... went home quite late abt 12 plus..

sat: the wedding dinner day... went to work from 11-1 adn then met cass at church to sing for 2 hours straight *cough* haha we figured that we are no more 3rd class citizen..we are DEFINITELY 4th class hahaa..went to xin's place to hang around before goin to orchid country club for the wedding dinner.. had quite a sumptuous meal..our table were damn crazy and we finished ALL the dishes (due to crazy MING MONG appetite) heh..had so much fun and went back to xin's place to grab muy stuff before goin home... phew what an eventful day hahaa rather sleepy now..

joy:miss lee su jia the chem teacher..
nic:thanks dear!! yup yup we are ok already and im so excited abt the stayover!! :)
manD:dont be upset dear..im here if yu need me...
xy:if yu read this..yu better update me abt *ehem ehem* -grin-
xin:hey my darlink star!! i loveyu alot!!!
poh!: i cant wait to see ya!!! miss yu lots man

goin to germ's today to watch vcds :) so exciting!! n might be meeting up w xin n xy to sing karaoke!!:) exciting day ahead...

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-yawn- AGAIN and AGAIN haha just woke up ugh damn sleepy..haha had work the whole day yesterdae but im really glad i managed to catch up with the rest of the pple who was celebrating shumei's bdae and had lunch in their presence :) joyous occasion man..at least i dont have to be all by my little self for two hours when i had my break :) anyway had a quite a bad day yesterdae...wanted to post it but i guess i was too angry to do so sighh my mother was being a nagger yesterdae but now that i think abt what LYNN FOO WEE YEE had told me...im not THAT pissed anymore heh...(manD thanks for listening to me complain early in the morning :)) sighh i think parents are weird pple..and they are ALWAYS right or more or less so lah.. i think it's more of like they always THINK that they are right..sihg it's true that they try to understand us smtimes but yu just want to be left alone smtimes sigh.. i think yesterdae's quarrel with my mom (or according to lynn "recent development" haha) kinda still pissed me off abit..i guess it's because she said that some of my friends are bad influence for me just because i went home late quite often in the recent week sigghh i guess im very protective abt my friend..i wouldnt bother thinking so much abt it if it was me that she was blaming but the fact that she blamed my friends kinda pissed my nerve off sighh... anyway i wanna thank those pple who stayed with me through my whinning (oh man there was this time that i sounded like cass haha sorry cass!)and gave me advices along the way,not only to make me feel better but to knock some sense into me..thanks guys!!i really appreciate it.. i shall BOLD your names haha manD,debra,karen,germ and lynn guess what yu guys said abt it being a temporary problems are right sighh..guess ill be goin back indo to supposedly do what i always wanted to do... then again what i wanted to do is to build a hospital...being a doctor is for smthing to fall back unto..sighh i hate growing up cos i think it's very tough and confusing being an adult..more to worry abt each time yu grow up..i guess that's where everyone got their wrinkles and white hairs POOF!

anyway i called yulinda yesterdae and boy! i was so glad that she's goin back with me hhaha yay!! finally i have a friend there so i wont be lonely after all and i have her to accompany me go back to spore hahaa wheee...exciting!!

goin to my jc form teacher wedding today.. so exciting!! im so happy for her wheee heh will give details soon..

peeps! i gotta get out of my house the 3rd week of july and im quite upset abt it SIGH ...life is unfair!

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*YAWN* finally manage to blog hahaha sorry been quite quiet for the whole week.. been working and having night life that's why hahaa ok ok quick update

fri:went to work from 1230-530..went home after that cos i was really tired haha quite a boring day actuallie...

sat:worked FULL siggh so crappy...cass and jaclyn went to visit :) what a nice surprise :) anyway if anybody else is goin to visit me better visit me soon cos im taking MANDY'S advise on quitting hahaha so goin to do that pretty soon.. sometime this month :) had an hour break,which i spent with cass cos i dragged her to have lunch with me at 530pm (yesh that was my lunchbrak time haha) and had a cheesy cheeseburger at swensens :) i caused cass to be late to meet her friend at city hall whoopss sorry cass!! :) anyway im really glad yu accompanied me..if not ill break all by my little self hahaaa

sun:had work in the morning and went to church with cass in the afternoon :) sang HER favourite song ie.on eagle's wings hahaha happy for her

mon:had work AGAIN from 1-5 sigghh think i work everyday man... damn damn sian hahhaa anyway mon was the last day for my manager cos he got transferred to wheelock.. sighh quite sad actualie cos i think his replacement is damn lousy and he looks like a guy selling char siew rice hhhaahaa crap.. everyone in nooch is quitting im really sad abt it.... chow,my collegue quit just yesterday..im damn SADDD sigghh but i guess ill join the unemployment thingey soon hahhaa wheee uh oh met my friend after that to watch a show.. hahaha went to watch CONFESSION OF A TEENAGE DRAMA QUEEN.. it's an EXTREMELY CRAPPY SHOW hahaa please dont watch it hahaa had great time with her though... laughing at how bimbo the show was hahaa

tues:my day started quite late..met xin and xy my dearest dearest classmates at taka coffee bean at 2...so glad to finally see them and gave them their oz gifts hahaha it was kinda melting already but really glad that they liked it.. had lunch at yoshinoya where i was the only who was eating cos everyone ate already sighh hahaa and we decided to call poh (she's overseas) using my hp..the four of us,me,xy,xin and poh were damn close in jc.. my class clique :) we always play cards during break time wherever and whenever..sighh miss thos times guys...TRYING to study together and had our little lunch break... sighh anyway we called ourselves B4 haha dont ask me how that name came abt..long story hahaa too lazy to type it out haha anyway since the three of us met up we decided to distub poh in oz hahaa...
got xy her belated bdae present..xin gave her a cool adidas cap :) and i got her this humongous eeyore hahaa cos she like eeyore :) damn cute and damn BIG haha anyway decided to go shopping after that for my teacher's weeding gift cos she's getting married this saturdae :) so exciting!!!! yup.. met alot of pple in town too..mostly pple whose name started with a letter J hahaaa met Jolene (she was with boo and Janice the ac netballer and it was janice's bdae :)) then met Jacelyn soh hahaa quite interesting day.. went home earlier cos i was supposed to meet my friend for dinner at california pizza kitchen :)..went clubbing at CHINA BLACK afterwards where they charged me $18 instead of $15 cos they thought i was a guy hahaha .. it was quite boring cos the crowd only started dancing at 11pm COW! damn late right ahhaa we wanted to go home man..the music kinda sucks! so we went home abt 1 plus... sian hahaa

wed:spent the whole day at home cos i was too tired to move hahaa slept at 3 am ...went to work at 5pm *sian* but had quite a lucky day cos my manager decided to let me off early at 930pm wheee :) went to meet tim chan after work cos we decided to check out the ladies night at zouk :) took a cab there after i got a bite at 7-11 at paragon cos i havent had my dinner YET..reached there abt 1030pm and had to wait for his army friends to come... waited abt half an hour and we went in abt 11 plus ..oh must tell yu guys abt the army friends.. all of them are ex-gangsters!! haha but they are really really nice pple.. they are damn gentlemen SERIOUS..even more gentleman than most ac guys... there were six of them and i was the only girl hahhaa it's quite fun to go with the guys cos they will really take care of yu ahhaa anywywa i didnt pay a single cents the whole night cos firstly it was ladies night so it's free entry for all the ladies (yesh this time around they didnt mistook me for a guy ) and the guys paid for the drnks... had orange vodka,beer,orange juice,bourbon coke and i dont know what else hahaa... but gosh it was REALLY PACKED man... the songs were quite laoya until abt 1230am where they FINALLY decided to change the songs hahhaa had a drinking game with the guys and managed to drink quite abit cos i kept on losing haha but i kinda cheated cos when im suppose to take 2 big sips i tok really small ones hahha whooppss hahhaa anyway went to dance the whole night away.. it's realy fun... saw a lot of pple there..weims (is that how yu spell her name) with pk and someone else... saw jacq from mand's class the councillor with her bf.. hahaa quite funny actuallie.. yup went home at abt 230 and reached home at 245am...had a damn exciting day.. went to sleep after i bathed cos i really stink of smokes *ugh* i think my hair still smell of smokes man hahaaa wahh quite an eventful day.. i think it was way much better thatn china black eventhough it was really packed with pple :)

that was my whole week *yawn* mama santosa coming to spore today!! :) suppose to fetch her at the airport...so exciting.. i kinda miss goin overseas sighh being in airport makes me reminisce abt thos times man haha k k enuff entry :) thank GOD i dont have to work today *phew* im OUT!!

*yawn* morning blog! didnt manage to blog yesterday cos was too busy blehh.. anyway despite my tiredness i have decided to blog my late tues and wed *poof* before i forget what had happened haha as yu all know,i have really lousy memory...my memory comes in bits and pieces *sigh* quite sad actuallie...

k k the BLACK EYED PEAS CONCERT at indoor stadium :) it was FABULOUS man.. it was really really fuN!! bought a $58 ticket and i was quite happy for the fact that it's an ALOCATED seat haha cos i figured i would be too tired to stand up and party like those who bought the most expensive ticket for the concert (it's $98 for the record :))..it's free standing for the most expensive ticket haha so funny right??.. anyway,it didnt really go as plan cos quarterway through the concert,EVERYONE STOOD UP including ME haha so stupid!! but it was really really fun!! sang along with them and do the bouncing and dancing and screaming with my friend haha *poof* DAMN FUN!!
the concert started with daniel ong and shek from p10 introducing the 3 local bands which were chosen from the audition of 31 bands to perform as an intro to the concert... it was rather long i think..after the 1st band,my friend and i were like 'oh gosh! it's only one band..this is goin to take awhile'..it was really quite draggy actuallie...but i think the best local performing band that night was this percussion like band...they were really really cool..they were so together they look like those cuba-ian or jamaican playing..damn nice!!!wheeeee after the last band we had to wait even longer for the BEP to appear..it was quite dissapointing at first la..

one and a half hour later after the concert supposed to start (930pm) the BEP finally appeared and it was just pure fun and bouncing from then on :) i love goin for this kind of concert..especially with friends cos it will funner than goin with parents hahaa talking abt parents..we sat at this block where all the parents and little kids were sitting and guess what?? they were some really cool and funky parents out there man haha saw alot of them standing up and dancing along EXCEPT for their husbands ahaha... there was this PAPA,sat in front of me who refused to have fun and stand up even though everyone was standing up..i was quite irritated cos because of him i couldnt really dance cos i was trying my best not to kick him hahaa IDIOT!! but the funny thing is that he actually STOOD UP (finally) but just for two songs..where is the love and shut up.. ahhaha how hilarious man.. so we figured that he only know those two songs that's why he stood up then haha crap! :)

where is the love was the BEST SONG of the night man.. it was quite cool to see everyone singing along,standing and waving along...and i think for the fact that it is a very meaningful song...it was EXCELLENT!! :) happy happy happy.. so anyway after that we went to the nearest bar for a quick drink cos we didnt wanna go home just yet... had a some lemonade cocktail which was quite nice actuallie and my friend had an 'eskimo' which was some vanilla ice cream mixed with vodka and cointreau..it was damn nice too :) after that we went home and my friend stayed over cos it was rather late..and that was the end of a perfect day...:)

so woke up quite late today (i mean yesterday,uh oh,WEDNESDAY) *yawn* and im still very tired from yesterday's event *big yawn* and spent the whole day slacking at home haha in the afternoon i decided to catch a movie with my brother..watched 'van helsing' FINALLY! and i must say that its a really really cool show.. gosh! this kind of show makes me wanna be a superhero..i think it would be really fun to have special powers but oh well! i guess im not that LUCKY hahaa anyway those who hasnt catch it yet please do so before it's too late :) cool cool show :)

k k rushed home to catch american idol finale and was really glad when fantasia sang very well.. i really like her and i hope she will win!! whee fantastic fantasia.. i love her rendition of 'summertime' it's really excellent man! i think she should consider goin to jazz music cos her voice is really cool :)

k that's all for today.really tired now.. gtg to bed really soon.. got work tom morning *big sigh* but there is bbq at manD's! *wheee* guess it will the only thing that i will look forward to for tom (or should i say today since it's 1 am now) im so excited for the bbq.. i really love meeting up with my rg band peeps whom i love so much!!! *sigh* dont really have much time left to be with yu guys so im trying to make the best out of every occassion.. guess i never really think abt it but i will definitely miss yu guys the most cos we've shared so much together for the past 6 years.. i'll be so sad when i go to indo to study cos nobody would understand my joke and nobody would laugh at it siggh and when i talk abt band stuff nobody would actuallie understand what im talking abt except for maybe YULINDA who's goin to be stuck with me ahaha... really glad that she's goin to go the same uni as me and HOPEFULLY the same class.. then i'll have someone to talk abt yu guys with and go back to spore with hahaa k k im totally digressing..really tired! nites!! im OUT!!

morning!!-yawn- didnt blog yesterday cos was too tired and too lazy to go online,AS USUAL hahaa crap! wish i had cable connection..i had this dial up account ever since sec 2 man.. gosh! anyway went for work AGAIN yesterday morning... business was really slow and my working time which was from 1130 to 330 seemed like a thousand years...cant wait for it to end and got nothing to do to keep me occupied..SIGH anyway met my friend yesterday to watch SHREK2..good movie good movie..very very funny!!!! hahaa i think it is better thatn shrek1 i must say,eventhough my brother think otherwise hahaa i think the PUSSYCAT voiced by antonio banderas is so hilarious and so cute haha overall it's really a good movie to watch.. i would give it 3 and half star out of 5 heh and i really love the DONKEY hahhaa ok ok i better not say more in this entry..wait later those pple who havent watch yet come and scold me for telling them the whole story before they watch it :) wheee anyway bought a billabong shirt yesterday at lido..yesh i actuallie have a SHIRT! isnt it exciting..for those who know me very well,they know that i only wear TSHIRT out haha so boring..i think they have decided to call it a NOOCH attire,black tshirt and a denim jeans haha...

anyway,back to the story...i was RATHER high when i met my friend after work for the movie....so she told me that i was being DE-LARIOUS hahaa yesh she really said that word..so it took me quite awhile to figure out what she was trying to say...in my mind i was like 'did she mean DElirious or hiLARIOUS?' hahaa so funny man.. think she didnt even realise that she said it hahaa so i told her..'wahh new word ah? DELARIOUS=delirious+hilarious hahhaa' i think my friend was as DELARIOUS as me too hahaa...anyway after the show we met some friends along the way to the bus stop and catched up quite awhile before we parted and i went home after a long day..phew heh..

went home just in time for friends wheee!!i really like friends.. i think they are damn funny haha ross was being such a drunkard cos he couldnt accept the fact that joey and rachel are together now hahaa and chandler being the idiot that he is,told a kid that he was adopted before his parents managed to tell him hhaahaa so funny!...

anyways didnt really feel like catching jurassic park after friends so i decided to take a long bath and sleep wheeee i love sleeping! :) -yawn oh no! the thought of it makes me really sleepy haha

the plan for tonight!!im goin to watch BLACK EYED PEAS!! whee so exciting!cant wait!! k k gtg eat breakfast :) im OUT!

hey blog!!whee this is so exciting! anyway i FINALLY managed to get home and im SUPER CLEAN now haha never really realise that spore is so darn hot..sigh im so tired!! woke up early to go to work at 11 gosh!! talking abt work makes me so tired..im so glad that it's the end of the week,i can finally pronounced myself dead! i worked 5 days out of the possible 7 days..oh man thats like goin to school just that yu dont really have to use your brain cells haha..

ANYWAY,spent the whole day at work..business was quite slow today considering it is a SUNDAY sigh i really hate it when business is slow,i feel so SLOW toO!!sleepy and all cos got no drinks to make (uh oh in case nobody knows,im a barman or should i say barlady)..so i finally managed to punch out at 3 n decided to wait for my collegue to have her break so i could drag her to lunch with me.had lunch at lucky plaza n had the worse BAN MIAN ever..please dont eat there..sigh..then i decided to visit manD haha im crazy right? took a 40 minutes bus no 77 long ride to engkong place and i forgot to PEE before that so i had to 'tahan' until her house...and the worse part is that her house is FAR away from the bus stop haha crap!

a couple of reasons why i went to my dear manD's engkong PLACE haha
1.i want her to teach me how to blog which she did and HENCE the orangeyclot blog is BORN whee..thanks manD! i owe yu big time hehh love ya man
2.i decided to borrow a sloman econs text from her! haha i have decided to make the best out of my last 2 months hols
3.i just decided to pop by for a visit haha i love to visit her at weird timing..isnt it exciting?

so i spent quite a while at her place :) n decided to go home at 630 and as i was walking towards her gate,she asked me whether she should go and invite the twins for our little rg-band bbq party on thurs since they lived 4 doors away from her but instead she shouted "hey!should i go n invite the CLOTS for bbq?" hahhaa SO HILLARIOUS man she said the CLOTS instead of the TWINS hahaa so funny..i couldnt stop laughing till now :)

so here i am..slacking at home *yawn* the thought of it makes me sleepy hahaa oh yah when i opened my house door,i saw my brother shirtless and he was so so RED as if he had suntanned but wishful thinking me cos i thought my bro looks quite HOT for once,he actually just drank some cocktail which he concocted himself and that's why his whole body was RED chehhHH!! haha
ok enough said for today..shall go and read my sloman :) im OUT! :)

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